Better the devil you know?
Is this a saying that fills you with woe?
If the devil’s your love
Best you give them the shove
As sometimes life is much better alone.
©©April 2018 Colette B. usual fair use applies, thank you 🙂 NB: see below
In the UK there are organisations purporting to help victims of domestic abuse such as Women’s Aid, or even Men’s Aid, you can find an appropriate number to call for help perhaps, or maybe Framework. [I can’t help with appropriate numbers, assuming you have access at the very least!]